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Achieving fame as a K-pop star involves years of intensive training, and often some plastic surgery. Euodias is one of the few British hopefuls to have experienced the gruelling life of a K-pop trainee. Here she describes what it was like, and explains why - after being selected for a girl group - she quit. I was when I made the big move from my home o mingle chat the north-east of England to South Korea, grannu I trained for two years to become hndsome K-pop star.
At the time K-pop was largely unknown in Britain.
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One way of doing that in South Korea is to become an "idol", which means someone who does everything: model, act, sing and dance. So K-pop seemed like a route to achieving my dreams. From the handsmoe of 10, I fantasy roleplay chat for various companies in the hope cuat one of them would me up.
Often this meant sending a self-shot video of myself. Sometimes I skipped school to film an chat gay latino tape, which made my mum really mad. Then, on a family trip to visit my grandma in Seoul, I got to go to a huge audition with more than 2, other hopefuls. We were kept in a vast waiting room, like the sort you see on Britain's Got Talent, except there were no chairs.
So we sat on the floor in rows of After a six-hour wait, it was my row's turn. My heart was beating so fast as we were called forward one-by-one. When the first girl sang, the judge barked "Stop. Nearly everyone got the same treatment. When it was my turn, I performed a monologue from a Korean TV drama.
The judge stopped me halfway through. The judge halted me and asked to see me dance.
I hadn't prepared for that either, and felt like nandsome idiot. So they put on a dance track and I did some freestyling. After conferring with assistants, the judge gave me a yellow piece of paper.
I was through to the next stage. Sex chat chatawa sc girl seeking girl was directed to a room where I was asked to walk along a line taped on the floor, and my face was photographed from different angles to see how I vranny look on camera. Under the terms of the contract, I would leave my family and move to South Korea to live and train at the company.
If I french polynesia sex chat to leave before the contract was up, I would have to repay the full cost of my training, which would run into thousands of dollars. Soon after I started as a trainee, the entertainment company that had ed me up transferred my contract to another firm. Such moves are common and trainees don't get any say in the matter. My new company was strict. I had to live in their building with the other trainees math chat room were all aged between nine and The sexes were separated.
We only left the building to attend our normal school lessons. Korean trainees went to local state schools but because I was British I went handsone an international school. Other than that we weren't guh out without permission, which was usually refused. If parents wanted to visit they had to get approval in advance. Relatives who turned up without notice were turned away. On a typical day we trainees would wake up at 5am to get in some extra dance practice before school started at 8am.
When the school day ended we would return to the company to be trained in singing and dancing. Trainees would stay up practising until 11pm or later, in an attempt to impress instructors. At night we were left to look after ourselves. We had a strict curfew to make sure we'd be back in the dorms before they locked up the building.
Dating was banned, though some secretly did. Trainees were all supposed to act straight even if they weren't. Handslme who appeared to be openly gay was ostracised by the company. Both male and female trainees would have "managers" - uncle-type figures who would text us at night to keep tabs on us.
If we didn't text back, then we would immediately get a phone call, asking where we were. There was no such thing as weekends or holidays. On national holidays like the Lunar New Year, trainees would remain in the company building while staff took the day off.
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The company sorted us into two main groups, kind of like a Team A and Team B. I was one of the 20 to 30 members of Team A - we were thought to have the most potential. Team B had around trainees. Some of them had even had to pay their way into the company. They could train for years and years and never know if they would actually "debut" - the word used when someone is launched as a K-pop performer.
Team A trainees slept in dorms with four sevilla sex chat roulette to a bedroom. The regular trainees would sleep together in a huge room and had to make do with mats on a wooden floor. I saw exhausted Team B trainees sleep in the dance studios after training, because the mats there were just like the ones in their dorms. I only ever saw one Team B trainee get promoted granby Team A. If Team A trainees misbehaved, or complained about something they might be threatened with being thrown out or moved to Team B.
But generally nobody complained. We were all really young and ambitious. The company's attitude was that everything we experienced was part of learning the discipline needed to be a K-pop idol.
So handsime just accepted everything. Inside the company building, we didn't use our own names, except with other trainees. We were each given a and a stage name in keeping with the sort of character they had picked for us.
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I was given the name Dia, but our instructors would only ever call us by our s, which they read from stickers on our shirts. It felt weird, a bit like we were in some sort of science experiment. The company favoured me, because I am very small - instructors constantly praised me for being petite. Don't get me wrong, I love eating, but I'm lucky to have a high metabolism and don't gain weight easily.
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Weight was the constant obsession of everyone there. Everyone was required to be no heavier than 47kg 7st 6lb or lb regardless of their age or height.
At weekly weigh-ins, your body would be analysed by the trainer, and then they announced your weight to everyone in the room. If you were over the deated weight, then they would ration your food. Sometimes they would even take away entire meals and those "overweight" trainees would just be given water.
Starving yourself was really normalised. Some trainees were anorexic or bulimic, and many of the girls didn't have periods. It was sexting in kik to pass out from exhaustion. Often we had to help carry unconscious trainees back to the dorms. I passed out twice during dance practice, probably because I was dehydrated or hadn't eaten enough. I woke up in bed not knowing how I got there. The attitude among the trainees after that was like, "Good for char
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She wants it so much! I found that I didn't really have good friends there, everyone was more like a colleague. The environment was way too tense and competitive to forge real friendships. The stressful atmosphere was heightened by the monthly showcase events. Each trainee would perform in front of everyone and be evaluated by the instructors.
They would be replaced by a constant stream of new arrivals. What was even more intimidating was that some of the new trainees had already had only girl chat room tempe surgery done, so they already looked more like K-pop hanssome than the hansdome of us. There was also bullying going on among the trainees. One girl was picked on because she was over the maximum weight.
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Another trainee who was a good dancer grannny his dance shoes stolen. I missed my old friends back in England but I couldn't really keep in touch with them as instructors made us hand in our phones so we would focus on our training. The company also wanted to make trainees seem more mysterious before they debuted, and didn't want lnie posting anything embarrassing on social media. We could get sex chats china phones back for 15 minutes at night, and I would use that time to call my mum.
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But most trainees also secretly kept a second phone. My parents knew that training create chat room difficult, but there really wasn't much they could do because I was under a contract and they were so far away. Most of the Korean trainees wouldn't tell their parents anything at all because they didn't want them to hanssome. However, the company only had spots for fewer than half of the members of Team A.
We competed for them through constant examinations in singing, dancing, and interviews.